I would just sit there and thinking about him and get a
amazing feeling inside me. He made me feel like I was a Princess. I
used to feel like I was in my own world when he kissed me softly on the
lips, it was like a spark been lite up inside me every moment I spend
with him. People used to say you're wasting your time with him but I
didn't care, he made me feel so happy I felt nothing could go wrong. It
was an amazing, beautiful feeling.
What Happened Next?
He
emailed me on Facebook asking was I still with my Ex boyfriend and I
said no, he said oh that's good, I laughed and asked how was that good?,
He replied because I wanted to ask you something! I was excited but
scared. He said, Would you like to go out with me! I was so delighted.
So we met up and got closer, and then on May 18th 2010 he asked me to he
his girlfriend...I never felt so happy! We did everything together, We
introduced each other to our parents and friends, Everyone thought we
were a perfect couple and so did we, He brought me to the cinema,
Shopping, And he got me everything I wanted...The thing was that he was
from England so he went there a lot to family, So I was getting a bit
worried because he was over there a month and I didn't hear from him, I
never even questioned him cheated on me until the day one of his friends
said he was meeting another girl over there. My heart shattered, I
cried my eyes out. That night he rang me and I asked him about it and he
said it was just rumours and to ignore them. Seeing as I trusted him
with my life I forgot about it. When he returned he gave me a Silver
Necklace with a cross on it,
it was beautiful. Many nights we would sit
up on his bed talking about the future, I told him how I always dreamed
of a Wedding on the Beach with Millions of fireworks, He thought I was
crazy but he promised me no matter what happened he would make it happen
for me. We spent every minute we could with each other. Soon I started
hanging around with his friends and realized what he and his friends
were really like, I was heartbroken at the fact that he knew what stuff
they were up to but he still did it anyway. Many times he promised he
would stop but I always found out he was lying, it tore me apart. I was
there for him no matter what, even tho he was always hurting me. I
couldn't help but think back to the days when it was just me and him. I
told him how amazing he was and how much he meant to me but he never
listened, he just did everything that was upsetting me anyway! One day I
lost it, I was fed up of crying and worrying about him but I was
willing to work it out but in the end we just fell apart!
Lessons Learned
- Don't
fall for any boy until you find out what he's really like, then decide
if you really like him, Don't be in any rush to fall in love, Because in
the end ... You just get hurt!
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